” All i need is … buried deep in my heart .. nevermind.. i dont want to bother you with these things but i need to believe and live like normal people. What is normal anyway ? Am i alive ? or am i a ghost who believes to find what’s buried deep inside his heart again ? im not sure either .. well .. thats all i guess ” he said.
Doctor looked to his patient and said ” Our session is end for today but we’ll discuss this next monday. Dont forget to get your pills in time, ok ? ”
He was looking though the window meanwhile and said ” Ok, i’ll try .. ”
It was a cold summer night and he was thinking while he was looking through the seashore on his favourite spot. Stars were shining over the sea like a charming girl who dances with passion.. Sea was like a stage and he felt like he was the only viewer.. “It must be a private show” said the boy and he felt special for a moment.. Then he felt how lonely he was and and he tried to see the picture in a different view.. Then he realised the music which was coming to his ears from far far away.. It reminded him some old memories from his past.. He took a deep breath.. The air eased his pain a little bit..
This should be the begining but i dont feel like to start all over so this is a pre - begining.. I have to get my life back and start all over for godsake. I need to leave the city i was born but i cant. I need to leave the country i was born but i cant.. What the fuck can i do though ? Nothing.. But you guys listen carefully; i’m gonna change this soon and that day is coming. I can feel it in my veins and my soul. Just wait. Just wait and see…
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